on thursday i celebrated the 5th anniversary of my 21st b-day. yes i am 26.....not a big deal i feel old as hell though.....didn't do anything....my besties had weddings to attend(that was odd to me) so i'm chilling @ the crib this long holiday weekend (maybe a can find a bbq to crash lol doubt it)....i feel as though i should be doin something, i have accomplished a lot with in the few months but yet i am still in this jet lag mode from flying high. maybe i'll snap out of it, maybe i won't only time will tell. but overall i am feeling better, i am getting more comfortable in my skin [thanks to hubby, he had a lot to do with that process =]), but im still trying to figure out who i am and what i want to do with life [yeah im a lil late]. there is something i figured out a long time ago, with each passing day, month or year things change. what i wanted to do @ 18 i didn't want to do @ 21 and now that i am 26i know that i was dumb @ 21 lol. wow everything really is clearer in retrospect!(wheeew 30 is creeping up fast)......

mood right now: rockin but missing him so mch =[
"she got service road curves & highway eyes. tha road to her soul, just follow tha road signs." -weezy