merry christmas.........

seeing as how my laptop is still dead....i thought i would post my merry christmas message!

so merry christmas and........ 

and a happy new year

nye

hmmm had plans to go to jacksonville, but my job wouldn't let me have the days off (radio is no fun, lol)
so im just gonna party it up here in cola & pray for the best....night life here is pretty mundane (to say the least) we ususally go to ATL, but i haven't heard much on that trip...but anyway...im gonna play it safe this year....no crazy sequins or over the top dresses....just simple, cute and girly .... maybe something like this.
(gotta love liquid leggings!)

tired of bum bitches.......terminating all of them

oooh tiger!

i guess its true...given the right circumstances and the right amount of temptation any man will step out. he made a public apology today to his family and friends admitting to his infidelity. =[


“I have not been true to my values and the behavior my family deserves,” Woods said on his Web site. “I am not without faults and I am far short of perfect. I am dealing with my behavior and personal failings behind closed doors with my family. Those feelings should be shared by us alone.”
“I have let my family down and I regret those transgressions with all of my heart,” he said.
“I will strive to be a better person and the husband and father that my family deserves,” Woods said. “For all of those who have supported me over the years, I offer my profound apology.”

excerpts taken from the AP Golf Writer Doug Ferguson article Woods Let His Family down

love her

El Tigeraso

MALUCA | MySpace Music Videos

i need these in my life

these black pumps ooowe super hotttt

this hooters tee so i can show her how to fill it out =]

(sorry i'm not a member of the itty bitty titty committee)

 size 8 pleeeease

to match my earrings =]

what do you do when

insecurities have taken over your life and they disturb your everyday normality.
and it constantly feels like you are being taken for granted............

gimme

that puppy dog!

virgo =]

maybe there is some truth to some of this .....just maybe


GEMINI - CRAVES SEX A LOT
(5/21-6/21)
Outgoing. Lovable. Extremely energetic. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Good personalities. Loves relationships.​​​​Addictive.​​​​ Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

TAURUS- THE ONE U CAN’T TOUCH
(4/20-5/31)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser.one of a kind love. Unpredictable. very irresistible.​​​​Outgoing.​​​​ Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.​​​​sometimes likes sports.lover not a fighter but when it comes to it will knock your lights out if he/she has to. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


ARIES - THE PLAYER
(3/21-4/19)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed… Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


AQUARIUS - SEX MASTER
(1/20-2/18)
Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Very caring person ! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

CANCER - HARD LOVER (6/22-7/22)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


LEO- THE BAD BiTCH (7/23-8/22)
Very talkative, outgoing and popular. Nice to everyone they meet. Wild and ravenous in the bed and everywhere else. Beautiful smile and personality. Strong intuition. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible lover. Most caring person you’ll ever meet! However not the kind of person you wanna mess with…they will kick your ass… u might end up crying… 10 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


VIRGO - THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER
(8/23-9/22)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it.Cool. Loves to own Geminis’ in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


LIBRA - THE PIMP
(9/23-10/22)
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN
(10/23-11/21)
Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. The best sexual partners in the zodiac. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


SAGITTARIUS - THE ONE
(11/22-12/21)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying! Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost


CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE
(12/22-1/19)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.​​​​Beautiful laugh.​​​​Patient.​​​​Cautious.​​​​Bit of naughty.The one and only. 7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost.


PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT
(2/19-3/20)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to give up. 3 Years of bad luck if you do

playin around on a saturday night....i was inspired by a scene in the dirty money angels video....the smoke is not real...its a brush app from photoshop lol (hubby was like, it does look real). so i guess i accomplished my goal my face looks super big but thats ok lol, oh yeah shout out to grandpa red for giving my his clef chin! lmao

spotlight

gucci mane has done it again.....while i don't care much a/b this dude his music lately has been on point and everywhere i turn his name is attached to something lol. while i can't stand to look at him b/c his face makes me think his breath smells like hot ass i love this song and usher looking mad nice in all black everything! nicki minaj made a cameo in this vid for spotight as well, and i must say i can give props where props are due! i love her, the chick is bad....makes me want to put some pink tracks in my hair (hubby would kill me & then call me ghetto on top of that, lmao)

friend or foe...

if you have to ask you already know


petty chicks envy and run their mouth about the pettiest shit....
right now the options are a) feed her with a long handled spoon or b)let her starve........im opting for starve

on thursday i celebrated the 5th anniversary of my 21st b-day. yes i am 26.....not a big deal i feel old as hell though.....didn't do anything....my besties had weddings to attend(that was odd to me) so i'm chilling @ the crib this long holiday weekend (maybe a can find a bbq to crash lol doubt it)....i feel as though i should be doin something, i have accomplished a lot with in the few months but yet i am still in this jet lag mode from flying high. maybe i'll snap out of it, maybe i won't only time will tell. but overall i am feeling better, i am getting more comfortable in my skin [thanks to hubby, he had a lot to do with that process =]), but im still trying to figure out who i am and what i want to do with life [yeah im a lil late]. there is something i figured out a long time ago, with each passing day, month or year things change. what i wanted to do @ 18 i didn't want to do @ 21 and now that i am 26i know that i was dumb @ 21 lol. wow everything really is clearer in retrospect!(wheeew 30 is creeping up fast)......

mood right now: rockin but missing him so mch =[
"she got service road curves & highway eyes. tha road to her soul, just follow tha road signs." -weezy

daily fuckery..........

walmart selling whaaaaat..........yes u see it.......baby phat........and for the low low only $25. woooow kimora, has it really come to this.

this recession is real people, i thought the skyrocketing prices of gas and the pack of .95 bubble gum were obvious signs, but this puts the nail in the coffin! so all the lil hood girls can go and really get there back to school (or just for fun) shopping on for their baby phat gear!

the collection plate should always be passed

and this is why......! get it bro franklin! don't hurt no one huuunnie!


uuuuh oh waaaait for it.........reeeeeeemix!

ignorant ish

this is the most ignorant thing i have ever seen in my life. i don't judge people and others shouldn't either, especially these dumb chicks. america is becoming the melting of ignornace and this is a prime example.

i loves it

i think she is so adorable...the song had to grow on me, but i love it now....the lyrics are what got me

MICHAEL!

michael jackson died today, man that was a crazy text i recieved i was like you're lying! sooo here is my tribute to the king of pop....my fave MJ songs of all time
oooooooooowe! michael u will be missed!






isn't this the dopest california curl ever!

Recession Proof

well me not really.....i really started to feel the effect when my pay was cut due to budget cuts. I don't get to do the things i use to do such as just hit the road @ the drop of a dime, shop as mch a i want and all this other stuff but im makin it. its kinda depressin when those who have not been hit as hard as i have still have their steez on point. i know what people mean now when they say they are living pay check to pay check, this sucks and it doesn't look like its not gonna get any better soon. i need a new profession! i find myself praying nightly (i do that anyway but my prayer has changed a little) tha god bless me and shine a light on the path that is destined for me and to guide me through this last month of school and open doors for me and others who are strugglin the way i am or worse. i guess in a way im lucky because i still have a job unlike others who have been let go. i have faith tha something will workout for the less fortunate lol....hey u have to hit rock bottom before you can rise and i have a feeling im still falling which means more hard times to come. its ok, i have learned how to pull strings and make things happen the best i can. but im gonna tell you what really sent me over the edge, a co-worker of mine works @ a the door of a sports bar some nights just for some extra cash, she told me these guys walked in to pay their entry fee and a few of them pulled out anywhere from 3 to 5 stacks just to pay $5. show boat much? RECESSION PROOF! i said someone call obama and tell him this is where all the money is, lol. but for real it kinda made me mad because i work @ a job i hate (i walk down the halls singin wah wah, wa-wa-wah ur a jerk ur a jerk! hopin my supervisor hears me & relaize i am talking a/b her, lol mind you its a gospel radio station!) to get the chump change i have and these dudes more than likely don't have an honest job but oh well.
there is goin to be a light @ the end of my tunnel soon!

"don't ask god for guidance,if you're not ready to move your feet"

everything comes full circle

be careful, how u deal with people and how u treat them.......you never know when ur gonna cross paths again...... and what the situation will be....if you are in need and u treated the person like crap in the past, please don't expect an mercy from them in the present! =]

hmmm yeah, no

so beyonce released the ego video and i must say im pretty bored with it.....can we say single ladies part 2! its practically the same concept, which is now 2nd rate b/c she killed it in the single ladies vid. why couldn't there be some fine ass dude that she literally runs into spittin game b/c he likes her confidence and then they hook up and the show the progress....it would have been better if they had used michael ealy again and did the pre-halo story.......

you gonna feed me bullshit with game sprinkled on it ......?

ladies we all are guilty of falling for the lies and deceit of men when all we want is to be loved, even if he states he doesn't want a relationship we clutch on and call this nigga a friend while still trying to muscle our way in. who's to blame for actions like this is it us or them.....let the truth be be told i say both......us for trying to change the situation and make him want us as more than a friend by giving up booty and being there emotionally for him and that nigga is to blame to blame b/c he lets it happen knowing damn well the feeling is not mutual but the booty is convenient.....

one of my besties is goin thru some real dumb stuff all because of a boy, yes a boy not a man, b/c this nigga doesn't handle business like a man. its to the point to where she cries all the time and even talks about not wantin to celebrate her b-day b/c his is the day before (wth that is just pure stupid)....hot mess, but hey what can you tell a woman who's in LOVE with a man.....not a damn thing!

i try not to brag a/b my relationship but to be honest im glad this is not my situation........i guess im lucky =]
i love loving him...........

why.....

so lately i have had the twitter itch.....i haven't joined yet b/c i think its ridiculous....why not text, call or bbm me.....why do we need a website to talk to each other [but then again who am i going to talk to b/c hubby isn't into all this crap lol]....whas all this hoopla about....why is everyone hyping twitter....first facebook then myspace then facebook frenzy again...now twitter! whas with all these social networking websites....to me twitter seems like a stalkers paradise ahahaha they know what you are doin, who you are talking to, where you're going, where you're coming from. it seems pretty dumb to me

boring saturday

-take a picture trick, im on a boat btch

i'm a woman of curves

is the infamous line from the youtube vid celebrity therapy with "bey" and "rhianna".....but i must agree with that statement with every fiber of my being. in life & style mag kim k opted for an untouched cover to show the world that she has curves and cellulite and thats ok with her. i personally feel that as a woman you must have curves that is one thing that makes us women well except for the whole vajayjay part but that's the obvious. we as women dwell on being thin and looking a certain way that's all fine and good, but back in the day marilyn monroe nor jane mansfield were sticks these ladies were well endowed aaaaand had tooooons of curves. i feel that if a woman wants to be stick thin with no curves then she should've been a boy. ok back to kimmy, i applaud her for doin what she did although i do not believe the chick is a size 2, but hey whatever. every woman with curves has cellulite hell many of us even have stretch marks. if you have an ass, thighs, titties...you have cellulite and stretch marks that's just how it goes hell i have even seen some rail thin type chicks have a lil cellulite. its ok....who cares as long as you and your man are ok with what you got goin on fck the rest. my hubby seems to like it and i honestly think i am th ebiggest chick he has dealth with. soooo why are we stressin things that don't even matter ladies?
"life is good, eat what you want, have curves!"

when i grow up.....

"i want to be blasian",
s:"bitch who are you lil kim"
c:"no i just have to keep up with the times"
but why blasian you may ask......b/c thise btchs are super cute, duh!
see "light skin" women use to have an advantage b/c everyone wanted a red bone @ one point in time....but not anymore...everyone wants the "exotic chick" its all in the skin tone and features. you know the half black half philipino chick, oh wait what a/b the korean and black chick. these women are gorgoes and props are given when deserved but they are really shakin up the game right now.
and this is why.....
prime example...tae heckard...gorgeous female...you have seen her in videos (principle girl in busta and mariah "i know what u want"), movies (atl) and television (the game)....when i grow up i want to be blasian

random

so i am @ work killing time so i decided to go to youtube and watch some videos....i love makeup and was pretty good @ it but i got lazy and stopped experimenting but anyway i l-ve lauren aka the queen of blending she is amazing and her technique and color combos are flawless. not to mention she is super adorable! for what i understand she is a professional makeup artist and i can see why, the btch is bomb at what she does. ooooh only if i had the creative eye to come up with some of the things she does and the time to do it hahaha but check her out below, this is best a collab vid that shows a lot of her looks



oooooooooooooooooh and my all time fav youtube personality (is that the correct term!?! oh well) its bbbbbbbbb scoooooooooott! he is fab and looks better than a lot of the btchs i know, but anyway.....hes soooo androgynous and i love it.......here is a clip of him getting some stuff off his chest more serious (makeup is fierce!) & then the hilarious killer squirrel vid!

happiness

this is sooo true, i see myself not being surrounded around the ppl i use and maybe this is for the best. i dunno but i have learned that ppl are seasons and seasons are meant to end. each one of those ppl teach u something that u never knew a/b yourself and hopefully u have taught them something as well

awwwh bea!

i heard that bea aurther who played dorothy on "the golden girls" died today @ the age of 86
awwwh she and estelle getty will be missed greatly because they provided a load of comic relief on a long hard day of school and now work! i felt a sort of connection with estelle (sophia) she reminded me sooo mch of my "tell you like it is, fck what you think" nana....i swear! on the other hand dorothy reminds me of my old gyno...weird i know but oh well....im sure many of the golden girl stans will go into emotional stress which my friend stated is happening to her, but here are a few words of comfort......their memories will live on thru syndication and dvd season box collections =]

at the moment

"i got a certain lust for life....
and as it stands, everything is
goin as right, as it can"
-drake

need a laugh....

"He single-handedly saved music a couple days ago. I hope his music inspires you the way it moves me." -Shanna

here you go


you're welcome

real talk

i was sitting @ my desk listening to some real hip-hop and guess what blessed me....ms. lauryn hill herself.....well before the btch went all ape-shit crazy...babygirl had a lot on her chest when it came to life and this is one of the realest verses she wrote

You see I loved hard once, but the love wasn’t returned
I found out the man I’d die for, he wasn’t even concerned
And time it turned,
He tried to burn me like a perm
Though my eyes saw the deception, my heart wouldn’t let me learn
From um, some, dumb woman, was i,
And everytime he’d lie, he would cry and inside I’d die.
My heart must have died a thousand deaths
Compared myself to toni braxton thought I’d never catch my breath
Nothing left, he stole the heart beating from my chest
I tried to call the cops, that type of thief you can’t arrest
Pain suppressed, will lead to cardiac arrest
Diamonds deserve diamonds, but he convinced me I was worth less
When my peoples would protest,
I told them mind their business, cause my shit was complex
More than just the sex
I was blessed, but couldn’t feel it like when I was caressed
I’d spend nights clutching my breasts overwhelmed by god’s test
-fugees.....manifest

you can't tell me you don't fell that

lmao

watch it, enjoy it, love it
the chick playing bey is hilarious and the girl playing rihanna is annoying....but its a good laugh!

-via cupcakes to soften your hustle

-"you sing that lil sista cause you gonna be something, right after im something...'cause i am the 1st!"
-"i can't wait to finish this laffy taffy, start eating this beef jerky, open my coke....life-is-good, have curves, eat what u want, im beyonce, eat whatever you want, indulge, be a diva...diva's have curves!"

flaaaaaaash back

oh yeah the 90's.....the slow jams, the vest, the open front button downs oh and lets not forget grinding lol or as i like to call it dry humpimg...lets go back, way back....back into time.....do you remember this kiddies?

Intro - Come inside
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hmm unique...yeah ok

so i wasn't goin to comment on this b/c everyone and their grandma has something to say a/b cassie's new do...diddy goes on and on about how he loves it and its unique, ummmm yeah, no! this is sooo already done and actually she is the 3rd female to do the look and im sooo over it. maybe we can call this swag jackin as well, but she should have taken the look and made it her own....like ni**sky instead of mimicking alice dellal. she is sooo gorgeous but i think she went a little overboard with the new do. so i'm gonna list this females on chronological order.

alice dellal (fierce, owwe!)


Nicole Albino of NinaSky (my fav cut it looks gawgeous on her!)



Cassie (eeeeeeeh! its ok, it could have been soo mch better)

hmmm is is just me ooooor.....

does anyone else think that Amerie and Kourtney Kardashian (my fav dash doll) look a lot alike........?

letting go

after a pretty good week and a lovely easter wknd i have decided that it is time to forgive and forget. the family get together started with a rough patch with a cousin of mine. we never really got along growing up and there always seemd to be anomosity between the 2 of us and im not really sure why. anyway i came to the conclusion that things shouldn't be this way be are both 25 and not 15 anymore.....so i made a declaration that any old grudges or hard feelings towards any person who has wished bad things and ill will towards me are over. a grudge that i hold aganist them doesn't hurt them just me and to be honest its too much work to be mad @ someone. life is too short to be consumed and filled with distain toward someone and i am willing to forgive and bury the hachet with all the bitches who have a problem with me, the things i do and the things i say. you dont have to like it, i wasn't put here to please u so fck it............i do me and you do you.

in the words of b.scott
i forgive you, god bless you and i release you

she's fly

im diggin ms. brooke crittendon!
she's fly, but im not liking the bet show harlem heights.
she is rumored to be the reason kanye broke up with his ex-fiance alexis...but its just a rumor, but ms. brooke does admit tha she dated kanye...but she has her own opinions on kanye's new beard...ooops i mean lady =]
on another note is it just me or does she favor keri hilson......?
anywho you can read the interview that brooke entertained from necole bitchie where she gets candid a/b the show, kanye, and amber rose
brooke crittendon interview

hmmmm

im in a blah mood today, even though the sun is finally out after almost 4 days of rain....oh well. im just killing time before i start working on this paper, but i've been thinking a/b all the little things in life that make up all the nonsense. everwhere i turn there is some bs that i have to listen to.....i don't want all the negative energy all up in my area the only thing that makes me happy is talking to my hubby and these bitches try their best to drag me into there mess and overshadow the calm feeling that juju gives me but when you are a friend what do you do......just sit back and listen! thats what friends are for right.....but when there is unnecessary drama that you don't want to be a part of, i feel that the friend should have the option of exit stage left. i know everyone has bad days and blah blah blah but damn....everyday...someone needs to re-evaluate a situation and keep it moving if the end result is less than appealing. i can relate to the classic cliche saying "turn lemons into lemonade" because i have made galloons of that shit with these lemons that have been bestowed upon me and i take it all in stride. maybe i should just re-evaluate my surroundings and make some changes........
oh well since its a nice day i think i'll get up and do something that doesn't involve retail therapy! =]

flashback

dances in the late 80's and 90's were straight aerobics!!!

Bobby Brown - Every Little Step I Take
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L-ves it!

electrik red- friend lover the beat of this song makes me think of a modern day prince girl group....so reminiscent of vanity6 minus the lingerie....lol


keri hilson- knock you down i just love the beat to this song =]

ugggh

hates fake btchs who do fake things
witcha cheap ass kicks & fake 3 finger rings....

Sleep your way to the top girl....

are we ms. milian? we all know that ms. christina use to date dre of the production duo cool&dre and moved onto the dream! hmmm chrissy is there anyone in hollywierd tha you won't date...firt the cornball of all cornballs nick cannon, then you stepped ya game up with the cutie dre (i'd let him beat) and now the dream....are we producer hopping in hopes for a hit record or album....fckn for trackz are we ma!?!

RE-NIGG!!!!!

its amazing how a visual aid can make you change your mind a/b something....loving the vid, still don't like the song too much.....

Your Kiiiiiiiidding Me Right!?!

on no hammer is selling his gold parachute pants hahaha
this is a joke right?

LOVE, SEX & MAGIC

so ms. ciara did a collabo with jt and im not sure how I feel a/b it. she is really pushin this janet jackson-esque persona…its annoying! Doesn’t she look like she is getting slimmer and slimmer…she wasting away!!! Any who…I like justin timberlake (love the song with him & t.i. IF I ).my hubby put me onto this song...everytime i hear it i think a/b him mmmmm mmmmm mmmmmm hahaha

If you really wanna waste your time listening to it here you go,
LISTEN HERE
but to be honest this blog was a waste of time…..what can I say, I AM BORED!!!

PICTORIALS



wait didn’t BEY already do this look!?!