i'm a woman of curves

is the infamous line from the youtube vid celebrity therapy with "bey" and "rhianna".....but i must agree with that statement with every fiber of my being. in life & style mag kim k opted for an untouched cover to show the world that she has curves and cellulite and thats ok with her. i personally feel that as a woman you must have curves that is one thing that makes us women well except for the whole vajayjay part but that's the obvious. we as women dwell on being thin and looking a certain way that's all fine and good, but back in the day marilyn monroe nor jane mansfield were sticks these ladies were well endowed aaaaand had tooooons of curves. i feel that if a woman wants to be stick thin with no curves then she should've been a boy. ok back to kimmy, i applaud her for doin what she did although i do not believe the chick is a size 2, but hey whatever. every woman with curves has cellulite hell many of us even have stretch marks. if you have an ass, thighs, titties...you have cellulite and stretch marks that's just how it goes hell i have even seen some rail thin type chicks have a lil cellulite. its ok....who cares as long as you and your man are ok with what you got goin on fck the rest. my hubby seems to like it and i honestly think i am th ebiggest chick he has dealth with. soooo why are we stressin things that don't even matter ladies?
"life is good, eat what you want, have curves!"

when i grow up.....

"i want to be blasian",
s:"bitch who are you lil kim"
c:"no i just have to keep up with the times"
but why blasian you may ask......b/c thise btchs are super cute, duh!
see "light skin" women use to have an advantage b/c everyone wanted a red bone @ one point in time....but not anymore...everyone wants the "exotic chick" its all in the skin tone and features. you know the half black half philipino chick, oh wait what a/b the korean and black chick. these women are gorgoes and props are given when deserved but they are really shakin up the game right now.
and this is why.....
prime example...tae heckard...gorgeous female...you have seen her in videos (principle girl in busta and mariah "i know what u want"), movies (atl) and television (the game)....when i grow up i want to be blasian

random

so i am @ work killing time so i decided to go to youtube and watch some videos....i love makeup and was pretty good @ it but i got lazy and stopped experimenting but anyway i l-ve lauren aka the queen of blending she is amazing and her technique and color combos are flawless. not to mention she is super adorable! for what i understand she is a professional makeup artist and i can see why, the btch is bomb at what she does. ooooh only if i had the creative eye to come up with some of the things she does and the time to do it hahaha but check her out below, this is best a collab vid that shows a lot of her looks



oooooooooooooooooh and my all time fav youtube personality (is that the correct term!?! oh well) its bbbbbbbbb scoooooooooott! he is fab and looks better than a lot of the btchs i know, but anyway.....hes soooo androgynous and i love it.......here is a clip of him getting some stuff off his chest more serious (makeup is fierce!) & then the hilarious killer squirrel vid!

happiness

this is sooo true, i see myself not being surrounded around the ppl i use and maybe this is for the best. i dunno but i have learned that ppl are seasons and seasons are meant to end. each one of those ppl teach u something that u never knew a/b yourself and hopefully u have taught them something as well

awwwh bea!

i heard that bea aurther who played dorothy on "the golden girls" died today @ the age of 86
awwwh she and estelle getty will be missed greatly because they provided a load of comic relief on a long hard day of school and now work! i felt a sort of connection with estelle (sophia) she reminded me sooo mch of my "tell you like it is, fck what you think" nana....i swear! on the other hand dorothy reminds me of my old gyno...weird i know but oh well....im sure many of the golden girl stans will go into emotional stress which my friend stated is happening to her, but here are a few words of comfort......their memories will live on thru syndication and dvd season box collections =]

at the moment

"i got a certain lust for life....
and as it stands, everything is
goin as right, as it can"
-drake

need a laugh....

"He single-handedly saved music a couple days ago. I hope his music inspires you the way it moves me." -Shanna

here you go


you're welcome

real talk

i was sitting @ my desk listening to some real hip-hop and guess what blessed me....ms. lauryn hill herself.....well before the btch went all ape-shit crazy...babygirl had a lot on her chest when it came to life and this is one of the realest verses she wrote

You see I loved hard once, but the love wasn’t returned
I found out the man I’d die for, he wasn’t even concerned
And time it turned,
He tried to burn me like a perm
Though my eyes saw the deception, my heart wouldn’t let me learn
From um, some, dumb woman, was i,
And everytime he’d lie, he would cry and inside I’d die.
My heart must have died a thousand deaths
Compared myself to toni braxton thought I’d never catch my breath
Nothing left, he stole the heart beating from my chest
I tried to call the cops, that type of thief you can’t arrest
Pain suppressed, will lead to cardiac arrest
Diamonds deserve diamonds, but he convinced me I was worth less
When my peoples would protest,
I told them mind their business, cause my shit was complex
More than just the sex
I was blessed, but couldn’t feel it like when I was caressed
I’d spend nights clutching my breasts overwhelmed by god’s test
-fugees.....manifest

you can't tell me you don't fell that

lmao

watch it, enjoy it, love it
the chick playing bey is hilarious and the girl playing rihanna is annoying....but its a good laugh!

-via cupcakes to soften your hustle

-"you sing that lil sista cause you gonna be something, right after im something...'cause i am the 1st!"
-"i can't wait to finish this laffy taffy, start eating this beef jerky, open my coke....life-is-good, have curves, eat what u want, im beyonce, eat whatever you want, indulge, be a diva...diva's have curves!"

flaaaaaaash back

oh yeah the 90's.....the slow jams, the vest, the open front button downs oh and lets not forget grinding lol or as i like to call it dry humpimg...lets go back, way back....back into time.....do you remember this kiddies?

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hmm unique...yeah ok

so i wasn't goin to comment on this b/c everyone and their grandma has something to say a/b cassie's new do...diddy goes on and on about how he loves it and its unique, ummmm yeah, no! this is sooo already done and actually she is the 3rd female to do the look and im sooo over it. maybe we can call this swag jackin as well, but she should have taken the look and made it her own....like ni**sky instead of mimicking alice dellal. she is sooo gorgeous but i think she went a little overboard with the new do. so i'm gonna list this females on chronological order.

alice dellal (fierce, owwe!)


Nicole Albino of NinaSky (my fav cut it looks gawgeous on her!)



Cassie (eeeeeeeh! its ok, it could have been soo mch better)

hmmm is is just me ooooor.....

does anyone else think that Amerie and Kourtney Kardashian (my fav dash doll) look a lot alike........?

letting go

after a pretty good week and a lovely easter wknd i have decided that it is time to forgive and forget. the family get together started with a rough patch with a cousin of mine. we never really got along growing up and there always seemd to be anomosity between the 2 of us and im not really sure why. anyway i came to the conclusion that things shouldn't be this way be are both 25 and not 15 anymore.....so i made a declaration that any old grudges or hard feelings towards any person who has wished bad things and ill will towards me are over. a grudge that i hold aganist them doesn't hurt them just me and to be honest its too much work to be mad @ someone. life is too short to be consumed and filled with distain toward someone and i am willing to forgive and bury the hachet with all the bitches who have a problem with me, the things i do and the things i say. you dont have to like it, i wasn't put here to please u so fck it............i do me and you do you.

in the words of b.scott
i forgive you, god bless you and i release you