i loves it

i think she is so adorable...the song had to grow on me, but i love it now....the lyrics are what got me

MICHAEL!

michael jackson died today, man that was a crazy text i recieved i was like you're lying! sooo here is my tribute to the king of pop....my fave MJ songs of all time
oooooooooowe! michael u will be missed!






isn't this the dopest california curl ever!

Recession Proof

well me not really.....i really started to feel the effect when my pay was cut due to budget cuts. I don't get to do the things i use to do such as just hit the road @ the drop of a dime, shop as mch a i want and all this other stuff but im makin it. its kinda depressin when those who have not been hit as hard as i have still have their steez on point. i know what people mean now when they say they are living pay check to pay check, this sucks and it doesn't look like its not gonna get any better soon. i need a new profession! i find myself praying nightly (i do that anyway but my prayer has changed a little) tha god bless me and shine a light on the path that is destined for me and to guide me through this last month of school and open doors for me and others who are strugglin the way i am or worse. i guess in a way im lucky because i still have a job unlike others who have been let go. i have faith tha something will workout for the less fortunate lol....hey u have to hit rock bottom before you can rise and i have a feeling im still falling which means more hard times to come. its ok, i have learned how to pull strings and make things happen the best i can. but im gonna tell you what really sent me over the edge, a co-worker of mine works @ a the door of a sports bar some nights just for some extra cash, she told me these guys walked in to pay their entry fee and a few of them pulled out anywhere from 3 to 5 stacks just to pay $5. show boat much? RECESSION PROOF! i said someone call obama and tell him this is where all the money is, lol. but for real it kinda made me mad because i work @ a job i hate (i walk down the halls singin wah wah, wa-wa-wah ur a jerk ur a jerk! hopin my supervisor hears me & relaize i am talking a/b her, lol mind you its a gospel radio station!) to get the chump change i have and these dudes more than likely don't have an honest job but oh well.
there is goin to be a light @ the end of my tunnel soon!

"don't ask god for guidance,if you're not ready to move your feet"

everything comes full circle

be careful, how u deal with people and how u treat them.......you never know when ur gonna cross paths again...... and what the situation will be....if you are in need and u treated the person like crap in the past, please don't expect an mercy from them in the present! =]

hmmm yeah, no

so beyonce released the ego video and i must say im pretty bored with it.....can we say single ladies part 2! its practically the same concept, which is now 2nd rate b/c she killed it in the single ladies vid. why couldn't there be some fine ass dude that she literally runs into spittin game b/c he likes her confidence and then they hook up and the show the progress....it would have been better if they had used michael ealy again and did the pre-halo story.......

you gonna feed me bullshit with game sprinkled on it ......?

ladies we all are guilty of falling for the lies and deceit of men when all we want is to be loved, even if he states he doesn't want a relationship we clutch on and call this nigga a friend while still trying to muscle our way in. who's to blame for actions like this is it us or them.....let the truth be be told i say both......us for trying to change the situation and make him want us as more than a friend by giving up booty and being there emotionally for him and that nigga is to blame to blame b/c he lets it happen knowing damn well the feeling is not mutual but the booty is convenient.....

one of my besties is goin thru some real dumb stuff all because of a boy, yes a boy not a man, b/c this nigga doesn't handle business like a man. its to the point to where she cries all the time and even talks about not wantin to celebrate her b-day b/c his is the day before (wth that is just pure stupid)....hot mess, but hey what can you tell a woman who's in LOVE with a man.....not a damn thing!

i try not to brag a/b my relationship but to be honest im glad this is not my situation........i guess im lucky =]
i love loving him...........

why.....

so lately i have had the twitter itch.....i haven't joined yet b/c i think its ridiculous....why not text, call or bbm me.....why do we need a website to talk to each other [but then again who am i going to talk to b/c hubby isn't into all this crap lol]....whas all this hoopla about....why is everyone hyping twitter....first facebook then myspace then facebook frenzy again...now twitter! whas with all these social networking websites....to me twitter seems like a stalkers paradise ahahaha they know what you are doin, who you are talking to, where you're going, where you're coming from. it seems pretty dumb to me